About Idea

Idea is essentially destructive, and changed everything
the more original, the more radical changes will happened
more changes, more peoples threatened
many of idea make people feel scared with jobs and the future
struggling with the fear that exists, because there is no other reason
in addition to making other people feel scared

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Waktu di pantai bersama kawan

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I Will Burst.... i think :(

Feels full, hard, cramped. breath began to choked, like a balloon that will burst, but not yet, very congested, veins in the brain as if clogged. silent ... ... and tense ... ... ... I was not strong even if only to stand up straight, just look in the empty eyes. "Give me the energy of love, God,  so I could love and share again" I want run very fast on empty streets, until I lifted and fly in the universal emptiness that will be created. Drift with the wind. I want scream and cry as much on the stretch of silent beach. Leaving my voice shout collide with the wind and waves, with tears melt in the sea.

My soul whispers to my self: "let's finish up... one by one ... This step will be light, dont forget to smile, everything will be ok." God, plz hug me tonight..... Z....z...z...z.zzzz...

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Maaf aku berlebih

Dosisku berlebih, dan sekarang aku sakau...

Sakau untuk sesuatu hal yang fiktif

Yang sebenarnya tidak pernah ada

Candu yang tidak beresensi

Aku berdalih dan melepaskan itu semua
Kembali ke panti rehabilitasi hati 
...... ruang kosong

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When I saw the paint

when I saw a paint I was calm

I remember something in there
when I saw a paint I was silent

there's seemed a quiet song

told me many things and many stories
when I saw a paint I look in the mirror

That's because I like paint, or like memories ? 

or like the story ..... or I was look in the mirror ? 

or maybe I just like a blank sheet ? 

that was neat paint with emptiness of mind 

or I imagining ....

when I see a paint ... I playing with my mind

 

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