I don't want to be a loser

If I can run, I want to run away from all this mess 

but I can not run, I don't want to be a loser

In this mess I was looking for a silence 

and in a silence I feel a lot of chaos 

God, allow me to rest ...

everything is melting in a vacuum 

and I ... could not see anymore 

I can not explain it again ...

nothing more than this ... 

"silence"

but, I really smile...
although it was messy
although i have tear on my cheek
all come and go ...
all that remains just the meaning
I dont want anything ...
I take a breath ...
release ...
just breath, just a sigh ...
I live because of breath
and I'm still breathing 
outside is crowded ...
Inside is quiet ...
quiet ... n silence ... (I like)
"I accept all to be my sincere devotion in this life""
now all gone in silence ...