Dear God

Dear God'

too many stories

too many blend colors out
too many spots
and I take my freedom
playing and flying high without restrictions
it all does not make me be bored to enjoy it
although I get a lot of scratch wounds in self
sometimes hit my head and make me crazy
and repeated into the darkness to re-find the star
sometimes sore, happy, sad, and glad ... 

I dont want to regret all the tread steps behind
no matter good or bad, it's common or not
and then disappear in the wind
all these have formed me be a human
who have heart to feel, who have tear to cry
sometimes quiet sometimes crowded,
all over like a show flow of life,
who had never met before
the farther I get out, the more I can find ....
fill the void that was never able to explain with words
silence in the comfort, without ever knowing about all happened 

now I stand without my identity, without my background
and I stood in a vacuum, in a pile of human bodies
without any clothes to cover my self
night God .... thanks for this day