Curi Waktu

Curi waktu sebentar, 

selagi masih bisa nakal

 

 















@ pic: empty for life by dewitsai

setelah semalam mabuk mencari ide, 

sambil berkongko ria dgn sahabat lama 

dan setelah lelah otak ini berkontraksi berkali2 ..... 

di tambah pagi ini masih di hajar deadline

yang ngak kenal tenggang rasa... 

plus baku tegang antara otak kanan dan kiri 

yang sama kuatnya. 

hanya satu yang tersisa yaitu nafas.

mo marah juga ngak bisa... 

lagian jg percuma,

mo nangis apalagi, 

boro2 air mata keluar...
cuma satu rasanya

yaitu capek luar biasa
email2 dan empati temenpun 

dah kubakar dan melebur menjadi debu... 

trs kutiup....  terbang.....  

bukan tak menyimak

hanya ingin kosong

lelah ini telah membunuh rasa, 
baik cinta, benci, lapar, siang, malam dan semuanya....
kembali bercinta lewat karya yang dipaksakan, 
bentuk pelarian minimal untuk bertahan.

Aku tengah melepaskan semuanya ... 
untuk menjadi kosong.
 

nah sekarang kembali ke deadline ...

sebelum di pentung satpam

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Night Prayer

This lonely road ---> you are not alone

I am walking on ---> when you leave your home

Where did it begin?  ---> and you’re far away

Where will it end? ---> on a dusty way

And when the dark night comes ---> I will always care

Who will save my soul? ---> and I will be there

On my lonely road ---> every time You call

will I walk alone? ---> My name…

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Advices

That advices will always be in my heart no one can know wrapped and still respected Living Imagination! 

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Just One thing

One thing has made me sad
One thing has made me learn
One thing not must to be imposed
One thing has added a wound

If I could speak, I would to say
"why its must be happen?, why it must be created? "
Just like a toy. A public discourse in life.

"forgive me, who could not keep my own heart
who has let myself to cry, and laugh out loud in the air
pardon me, drowning in a variety of problems
and dancing pleasure in deliverance.
I just want to live good without hurting and hurt "

I soared united with the nature
intercourse with the day and the night
secure in the blank wall, kissing with silence
whatever its, thankful for my life 

above all things that fill my hearts 

for the sun that always shining with a smile 

over the moon that shines bright every night
to all my friends and my enemies
for all contents in the nature 

and for peace, who always knitting in my heart
 

thank God for one thing

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Maaf aku berlebih

Dosisku berlebih, dan sekarang aku sakau...

Sakau untuk sesuatu hal yang fiktif

Yang sebenarnya tidak pernah ada

Candu yang tidak beresensi

Aku berdalih dan melepaskan itu semua
Kembali ke panti rehabilitasi hati 
...... ruang kosong

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Coretan sore hari

pusing time!

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When I saw the paint

when I saw a paint I was calm

I remember something in there
when I saw a paint I was silent

there's seemed a quiet song

told me many things and many stories
when I saw a paint I look in the mirror

That's because I like paint, or like memories ? 

or like the story ..... or I was look in the mirror ? 

or maybe I just like a blank sheet ? 

that was neat paint with emptiness of mind 

or I imagining ....

when I see a paint ... I playing with my mind

 

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Aku Merasa Bergetar

aku merasa  bergetar 

degubpan lain tengah 
menyentuh hatiku

berdebar dan berdeham

apakah ini?

perasaan yang  sama , perasaan yang  nyaman 

lalu terbuai dalam dekapan sunyi

bersama angan

hingga terlelap di kasur nyaman

dan bangun kesiangan :)

apakah juga harus diutarakan?

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